Saturday, 15 July 2017

Hope it never happens

LITTLE DID YOU KNOW

Little did you know,  and it pains me to even say
That you broke everything I was, when you took your love away.
I act like it doesn’t matter, I believe that I could care less,
But when your face runs through my thoughts, I’m nothing but a shattered mess.
How can you love others so quickly, after what we shared for so long?
I know I’ll never love that deeply, in another’s heart, I’ll never belong.
You were the other half to my soul, I thought we were best friends,
Yet you so easily ripped my heart out….. and never looked back again….

Little did you know, the struggles you put me through
The things I made excuses for, because I trusted you.
I didn’t see all the lies, the hindsight came at the end,
You say you believe I treated YOU bad?… look again my friend.
Maybe see this from my angle, try to wear my shoes.
When the day started, I had everything.  And by the end, nothing left to lose.
I built my world around you, our lives were intertwined,
What the hell am I to do?.. Now, that you’re not mine.

Little did you know, I have always stowed away
A very small part of me,  that keeps me alive today.
I gave you all my essence , except this small, small part.
I always kept in mind, the need for a brand new start.
Even though my heart breaks, at every thought of you
This piece will grow, until I’m whole, it will get me through.
And so I begin the journey, the one that will set me free
From your grasp, from my heart, the journey for me to be me!